May 7, 2013
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I've been in a semi-melancholi mood lately. With quick bursts of euphoria FALLOWED by guilt anger and depression. Such is life these days.
I'm thinking of joining a gym. I figured 15 dollars a month is reasonable. But I know how I am. When I get depressed you can hardly get me out of bed much less out of the house and active. I only go to work and home. So pathetic.
I want the life my childhood promised.
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Find a swingset and swing, swing, swing.
Bipolar.
that's a pretty good deal for a gym
You can always go for a mindless drive through your city, visit random shops, or head to a park somewhere and read. That always helps me out in the past when I had a car. Or... you can always text me. Y'know... when we text chat, most of the time I'm feeling glum, hence why it sometimes makes me feel better talking to someone rather than when I'm just in solitude brooding.
PS. I still think you never showed me any pics of your room. I browsed through my entire gallery on my phone. Plus, I have a wonderful memory when it comes to such things.
I vote that you join the gym and get the endorphins running! Even if you have to drag yourself there, bribe yourself with a treat after, whatever your fancy is, even if it's not-so-good for you (fast food, starbucks..). Sitting in the bedroom won't help, so...try something new!
I agree about the childhood thing. Life gets frustrating and dreams get lost, even, sometimes, the ability to dream, to imagine... As adults, we have to work at what came easy then and allow ourselves the privilege of imagination.
Take care and remember, the best cure stalled soul is movement, in any direction!
That is a good gym rate. Exercise really does benefit body and mind.
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