October 21, 2014

  • Financial Issues

    I’m quite upset with myself. I drug myself from debt several years ago and now have fallen back into bad habits. I hate this. I’m going to try skimming off my pay checks saving 401k and stock before doing anything drastic like second job.

    I don’t want to miss out on life because of this. I don’t want to regret missing out on my peoples lives because I was a dumbass and couldn’t figure my finances out.


    Depressed obviously.


    I have aver other stupid things on my mind as well. Why do I care about some people when they never really knew or cared about me? Is my heart so soft and fleshy that it can’t distinguish someone who cares as someone who doesn’t. Why feel pain from people who are oblivious?

    Im a sucker.

Comments (2)

  • I also dug myself our of a huge financial hole when I was around 30. I never want to do that again. I understand how you feel, and I wish you the best.

    I had little luck with friends all of my life. I had one friend for around 25 years and he passed away. I miss him.

    I think we my have people we interact with–even family–but they are not really friends–just contacts.

    My wife is like you–she wants friends to be close people you talk to, shop with, and do things together. I am at heart a loner and not having friends is fine with me. I am sorry this part of your life is disappointing.

    I wish you well.



  • Hope you make it work out. I know how tough it was for me also.

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