April 8, 2013
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I think I'm manic depressive.
One day the world is bright and shiny then it's all falling apart.
I'm seriously tired of my own drama!
I'd much rather deal with other people's than my own.
I got the strangest complement from a higher up boss this week (after my melt down).
I was specifically told I was NOT they're favorite. About 20 times... I'm not good with subtle so it's a good thing it was repeated so much or I wouldn't have caught the sarcasm. The veiled meaning... Perhaps I am a favored?
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Sometimes I don't think it is manic depressive by depressive maniacs in our world.
I think you and I should live on the same island. lol The world I live in is very upsetting and NO ONE LISTENS..
Wishing a very nice sleep tonight.
frank
Tired of your own drama doesn't sound too good.
I don't want to deal with any drama including my own if I can possible avoid it.
that sounds like a strange conversation with a boss
you should talk to a professional for a diagnosis
@bonmots - You stripped online, how about you.
@RulerofMasons - i never stripped online. what the fuck are you talking about? what the fuck is your problem?
Your boss is a jerk
I guess looking at others drama makes my own seem less of a problem. But then I am not living their life and they are not living mine. It maybe time to talk to a professional about how you are feeling.
Eh, I'd suggest speaking to a proffessional as others did above. Hope you can manage in the mean time... Or all the time!
it may not mean much, but i think our best artists, musicians, poets, writers are such because their emotions go deeper into the human spirit than the rest of us.
i hope you find peace.
I hate if I have my own drama to look at anyone after that. But your boss is being very mean to say things like to you directly. How does he get away by being so mean.
It sounds like your boss' behavior is out of line.
I used to have days that went back and forth like that even back and forth within the same day. Up then down then up again then down again, often for no apparent reason. That period of my life is long gone.
@RulerofMasons - Mind your manners, Mario! Don't make me come after you!
That is a strange way to compliment someone! Have you ever done any of the online questionnaires about depression? They might be able to shed some light on how severe your mood swings actually are.
Bipolar Disorder
"Bipolar
disorder was formerly called manic depression. It is a major affective
disorder, or mood disorder, characterized by dramatic mood swings.
Bipolar disorder is a serious condition, when mania causes sleeplessness, sometimes for days, along with hallucinations, psychosis, grandiose delusions, and/or paranoid rage." - WebMD
@HUMOR_ME_NOW - well ill listen. So will most of the people here. Let it out!
@C_L_O_G - that's how I usually am. Hard to avoid at times.
@godfatherofgreenbay - she was trying to convey that I get my job done and she has no problems with me no matter when I work but the scheduling is getting old. I can't work all shifts and stay healthy mentally.
@bonmots - they'd probably diagnose me as a hypochondriac instead.
@buddy71 - so true. Everyone has they're own issues when it comes to stresses in their lives.
@jennylovve - I think it's mostly lack of sleep triggering my mood swings other than the normal stresses. Just hard to deal some days.
@Cares2theWind - unfortunately I stopped writing years ago. Guess I could start back and have a reason to celebrate my wacky.
@angys_coco - she was trying to sooth me by conveying that I was her favorite by telling me I wasn't. They aren't allowed to have favorites you see.
@TheSutraDude - she isn't allowed to have favorites. It was veiled saying I wasn't when I am. The stress happened before then.
@Pepin909 - no I haven't taken any psychological questionnaires since high school.
@Donkey_Guy_10 - ok thank god I don't think I have that now.
@LadyofWaters - lol Too personal for public posting. I needed my wife to listen. She did once and just laughed saying that I got what I deserved. lol
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